seeking astrid kerr

today i heard from astrid kerr.

to people i could not tell the true reason that i was going to burning man, i would enigmatically say that i was off and seeking astrid kerr, astrid kerr who met me when i was at my lowest and told the waiter she'd be drinking what i was drinking.

astrid kerr who loves words as much as i do and women even more and who maybe is as lost as me. today she messaged me and told me she misses me.

i don't know why that lifts my spirit but it does.

who am i?

i have one bottle of wine for my entire week. it is pretty here.